Love her so much that I want to win her back

I want to win her back!

チャ, I want to win her back. My love and my woman. ☺️

I want to drive there and see her. But I'm afraid. Afraid that she'll shoo me away again just like in the past. Afraid to be told in my face that she doesn't love me anymore. Afraid that she might have already someone new. I don't know how I will take them.

Sanay na ko nirereject since birth but every time I was being rejected, it hurt so bad that I tend to ignore it not knowing it built up until I'm totally afraid to fight for the one I love. 😢

I'm the kind of person who stays at the corner, just watching my crush from far away. Then pag may pumorma sa kanya, I start forgetting my feelings and start moving on. And this will surely happen kay チャ pag may makita ko pumuporma sa kanya... 😞

I love her so much..that I'm willing to adjust. I'm willing to stretch my patience more.

God, help us both. I pray that she'll forgive me. 😔