Give thanks

I've talked to close friends who are older than me and more experienced than me in terms of romantic love.

They all told me to stop messaging チャ and just let her be. Give her space and time. If she comes back, then she really loves me and really wanted to spend the rest of her life with me. I'll accept her with open arms in a condition that we'll both work together to make the relationship lasts. If she'll not, then I have to move forward and let this be a valuable lesson to me.

It's God telling me to either, "Wait, not yet." or "Nope, I'll give you much better than you think."

My utmost desire is her wellness and happiness that's why I agreed to let her go. That's how much I cherish and love her. I really thank チャ for the love and 5 years experience, I really learned a lot. I won't forget all these experiences and lesson because I don't want to lose my next love in the future. I've decided to settle down with my next relationship. :)

**currently listening to GG's playlist**

Malay mo, GG member pala makatuluyan ko. HAHAHA! Pag nangyari to, talo ko pa nanalo sa lotto. LOL! Pero bago mangyari yan, I need to be a deserving person - wealthy, healthy, and strong! Good looking, faithful, kind, hardworking, and God-fearing na ko. Konting spice nalang kulang, I'm perfect! Haha! Perfect for my destined woman. ^_^

One day, I'll look back at mapapangiti nalang ako sa experiences ko (while reading my old blog posts) and sasabihin na "I was mature back then but very impulsive."

Live simply. Dream big. Give thanks. Love freely. Laugh lots.

Nothing is impossible with Him. =D