Let this be my opportunity

Maybe, I really have a problem.

I have to deal with myself alone, just like what I always do.

I wanna go back to the time I was so contented and happy being alone. Only me and my computer games. I have more time to think and reflect on my life when it's just me. I wanna go back to the time where I was a kid whom I don't need any human being as company.

God, heal me. Let year 2020 be my opportunity to grow mentally, emotionally, financially.

Thank you God.