To チャ

チャ,

I am sorry if you notice that I am no longer open to you. I thought if I have a best friend, I'll be an open book. But no, it's not. I can only confidently open myself to my partner who's also my best friend. I treat my relationship or partner as the person I trust to 101%. We have this commitment and I'm okay to take all the risks to expose every strengths and weaknesses I have to the person. I hope you notice that when we were still together - I was talkative. I showed the talkative side of me without any constraints. But now that we're just best friends, I am no longer confident to show or tell you every plans I may have or the things I was thinking. I may have trauma or what but this is me, I am very introvert. I tend to keep everything inside of me and only the person I will share my life with for the rest of my life has every right to know what's up with me.

I still love you. And I asked you a favor, to tell me when you are liking someone new or seeing someone else. I will gladly be gone from your life completely.