Thoughts

Just random thoughts:

The reason why I kept kissing チャ in the lips the last time she went here (Monday)?

They said, when you like/love a person, there will be spark. I did those to see if I will feel something - the same feeling when I was still innocently in love with her (around 2015-2017). But I didn't. Maybe because she kept on pushing me away. Then I realized, love should not be forced. It will naturally consume a person. It should be mutual. This might be the reason I didn't feel anything - unlike the last time she was here before Monday. I got chills when she accepted my kisses and when she was the one who kissed me.

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Time and distance will either make one heart ponder or make one forget.

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I enjoy reading All The Bright Side. It's a simple young love. I'm also excited yet a little bit nervous for this weekend's class. 😣