Keeping me going

I've started reading, "Everything is fucked".

How I wish I have unli supply of money so that I can go to gym everyday. I need this to pump my happy hormones out and overcome this depression symptoms.

After I enrolled to MM, I will enroll back to my PT. I need to support my mental and emotional health. And I think this is for lifetime. With this, I need to be wealthy enough to support myself and keep me sane.

Riri is also a good source of good vibes to me. I also need to take care of Venice. They are one of few people who will stay with me through out.

God, heal me.