Change for the better

Yes, this is true. And I've been doing these for few months already - go to gym though I'm lazy, eat healthy food and reject that are not though I would like to taste my past faves, go commute just to have enough sunlight though I hate pollution, go to office late just to have enough sleep, read books though I am lazy sometimes, and talking/catching up with my family, colleagues, and close friends just to redirect my thoughts.

I've been doing all these alone. I need to learn how to stand on my own without any help from anyone. I was so dependent with my ex-partner in the past. Now that I'm single, I should learn how to overcome this depression by myself since I'll be dealing with this forever. Anyway, I'm not really alone. I have my God with me. ☺️

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I love チャ, my ex-partner, and I have to let her go.
I don't wanna hurt her anymore. She deserves a partner who will protect her, care for her, respect her, and not hurt her. Anyway, she's an attractive woman so having suitors won't be a problem to her. She just have to be wise enough to choose the right partner for her.

As for me, I grabbed this opportunity to change myself and revamp myself to be a better person. Then maybe someday, when I meet the right person for me, I'll be all ready. ☺️ Anyway, I already proved that I am a respectful, loyal, faithful, and caring partner. I just have to reduce my 'overprotective' personality. 😆

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May God continually keep my heart and mind calm and find inner peace.