Just another plant

Love is like a rose. When not being cared and watered, it will wither away.

Cha calls me "Ney". She holds my hand, hugs me, and wraps her arms around mine like we are in a relationship - but we're not.

MU lang ba to? If she thinks we can be as sweet as a partner without any commitment, then she will no longer bother herself about being my girlfriend/future fiancé. I don't like this. I'm looking for a serious relationship, not a past time. I'm looking for a future wife, not just an experiment. If she is just comfortable about me being around, hope she'll realize that I'm not an easy person and should not be played with.

Habang tumatagal, nasasanay na ako. Nasasanay na ako na we're only bff. Na nagiging, I don't mind if I'll fall in love with another person. But since I am me, it will take long for me to find someone else to like - I have a very high standard. 😜 In my lifetime, in every milestone, I only get to like 1-2 persons. It would already be lucky if I will get to find atleast 1 person to be my crush. 😆

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God, I am being patient just like what you instructed me. But please keep me away from any temptations. Please clear my mind and heart and so with the people around me. Thank you everything. I love you. In Jesus name, amen! 🙏