Till then...

I should start moving on...

I don't want to cry. It's no use anymore. And I don't want to show to her that I'm hurting because it's a sign of weakness.

The most hurtful memory I can think of her? When I saw her cry in front of me. I don't wanna see her cry. My heart is crashing million times. Maybe I am never be good enough for her. If I will only make her cry, I don't deserve her. I failed as a man to protect her and take good care of her.

Five years... I guess it's not enough to completely move on... But I should try. Moving on while waiting? How ironic. 😆

At ayaw ko magsalita ng tapos. God has the final say.

I should respect her decisions since I respect her.

As for me, to be a billionaire is still in my mind. I don't know how yet but I am pretty sure I will get there. When I am already successful in life, lovelife will follow. 😁 Whoever will be my Mrs, I got to make sure that I can provide all of her needs and wants. 🤨 Till then, so help me God. 🙏