Prayer for a 3+ years of relationship

I'm done.
God, take me away from this position.
What did I do to experience this?
I only want to live #yolo.

I deserve to be happy.
I deserve to have a partner who will treat me well - not some kind of punching bag or trash.
I deserve to have a mature partner. (Maybe this is the reason why I know many people who their wife is older than them and to avoid drama).

God, if there will be next time, please give me a wife/partner who is 3 or more years older than me.

Please heal my heart, mind, and soul - and so with Cha. I commit her to you. May she find herself and find peace in you. Keep away all the evil spirits/humans away from her. Keep her safe always and forever. In Jesus name, amen! 🙏

Let Your will Thy be done.