Night of hunger

Done my best I could. No luck.
Kinain na ng bituka ko yung tyan ko.
Will just wait until this bldg's closure since I'm already pathetic.

God, am I still doing the right thing?
I'm just pursuing the woman You have given me.
Please cleanse my mind so that I can clearly see your clues. Please give me the strength I need. The patience I need - so much patience. And the love, I hope I'm still acting according to Your love.

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Please help me God to be able to concentrate on the coming days. Please protect my ハニー and her mom. Keep them safe and sound. I'll do my best to function normally on day-to-day basis.

Thank you. In Christ's name, amen!