I’m not part maybe

I know. I will never be part of her priorities. If she'll rank everything, I will be at the 100th or the last.

My name, "Ney", will only be called when she needed help. Or maybe, if she has no one to talk to anymore which will never happen as she always has someone to talk to. She no longer ask me questions like "ano ginagawa mo?", "kumain kana ba?", etc.

I got to spend more time for myself. Love myself more than anyone else. So that I won't mind if she cares or not.

Or I should expand my circle, make other friends and prioritize them.

Ok, got to sleep. 😴