Help me God

God,

I love ハニー so much. 😢 That I'm willing to give up anything just for her to forgive me.
Since the start of this year, I already lost my appetite. Been eating once a day only. How can I have an appetite knowing that the love of my life doesn't want to talk to me or is angry with me? As much as I would like to go to her and hug her tightly, I don't know where in Cavite she is. There's no way to recover the past year route in Waze. 😭

Now I'm dying day by day... a plant that is not being watered withers little by little.

God, please give me the knowledge and wisdom that I need in order to find ways on how to see ハニー in Your perfect time.

In Jesus name, amen!