What Ifs

Couldn't sleep. I'm having imaginations. The "what ifs".

What if di ko kinaya na wala sya within 2 weeks, do you think I will still proceed with my D-Day?

Ghie told me earlier to look for my happiness. And narealize ko, sya ang happiness ko.

What if I lose the will to live on the 2nd week after trying so hard and fighting so hard, since wala na yung happiness ko?

What if I'll be involve in an accident at ang isa kong paa ay nasa hukay, sasabihin nya kaya sakin ang totoong nararamdaman nya?

What if kung di na nya ko talaga mahal suddenly, kakayanin ko kaya and malalampasan ang 2 weeks?

What if I have a terminal illness at di ko sa kanya pinaalam, magagalit kaya sya na hindi ko sinabi? Dadalawin nya kaya ko sa ospital kahit sa huling araw ko?

What if yung happiness ko ay hindi na pala ako ang happiness?

I have so many 'what ifs'. But I will do anything I can to fight for my happiness. And good luck to me for the next 2 weeks. Judgement day after 2 weeks. :)