I suck... 😔

You know what.

I'm dying to ask my ハニー about our real score or our current status. I wanted to ask kung may pag-asa ba ko na magkabalikan kami. I want to know my status sa kanya, kung ano ba ko sa kanya currently.

Waaaah! I'm dying to ask it!!! But I'm afraid to ask it. T_T what should I do... I don't want to just ask it via online. I want to do it in person.. But I'm afraid!!! Waaaaah!!! Natatameme ako pag iniisip ko palang. Nalulunok ko nalang mga gusto ko sabihin. 😔

I suck big time... *sigh*