Fight fight fight!

Hi,

I am not well.

Aside from depression, I think I have Paranoid Personality Disorder. All the symptoms, they are all "yes". I will confirm it on Saturday check-up.

Sometimes, I just wanted to shut off my mind. I imagined so much that I hurt myself, eventually hurt the person I love.

Why am I like this? Why my mind is thinking too much that are not true anymore?

Sometimes, I want to shut myself in a secluded place where no cellphone, television, laptop, nor anyone that I can hurt verbally or physically.

"Rove, you're gonna be okay. You're gonna be fine. Fight! Don't give up! You need to fight! Everything will be over soon. Okay?"