Chill. No label.

Yung feeling na kasama mo na yung taong mahal mo.
The way you hold each other's arms and hands.
Take pictures together like a couple.
You date together and eat outside.
Shop together with the family.
Sleep together while hugging each other.

But hindi pala kayo...

*sigh*

No status. No label. "MU" what millennials describe it. Chill lang daw. In short, "magulong usapan". Lol.

Well, ayaw ng ハニー ko ng commitment. And here I am, waiting for it to be official.

*sigh*

Why do I need it to be official? There are things we're not allowed to do if we're not legal partners.

There are no "I love yous". There are no kisses.

I think, we're like bestest of bestfriends now. It's not bad though. And hopefully in the future, sagutin na nya ko. And hopefully, maniwala na sya sakin na things have changed and I'm doing my best to not be the same person again (I'm taking meds now, that's why).

Till then.

P.S. It takes a lot of me to confess my feelings. If it is rejected/disregarded, ouch. Haha!