Only death will let me free

The best and the worst birthday of my life.

Fuck this life! Why do I have to deal with heart break! 

I don't wanna fall in love again - ever. I'm fucking serious! 

 

Heart break twice in a row? I bet I cannot handle the third time anymore. If I do, it will surely be death upon me.

God, why? Why me? Are you making fun of me? 

I do not believe to anything now. I do not trust anyone anymore aside from myself. 

God, why me? From billions of people, why did you choose making fun of me?

I suck I know. But please don't play with this vulnerable person. I wear smiles and laughters outside, but deep inside, I am bleeding. Bleeding, running out of blood and oxygen.

Only death will let me free.