My baby Raffles suddenly left me. :'( Or I should say, I failed to see that she's going to leave me.
I finished reading Time Keeper few days ago. The lesson of the story is to appreciate the things and people we have as of the moment and dont look of the things we dont have. Then I told myself, "Yes I should stop asking the things I dont really have but make the most of the time with the people I have now." But I failed to see that Raffles is one of them. If only I knew, I should have spent more time with her. It's my fault - all my fault. If only...
I dont deserve a thing - a relationship, a companion. I always fail to see the things God wanted me to see. If only I had more time or became smarter to know it asap. If only...
Im a loser. Big time loser.
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