2013 Goals Reflection

What can I say... I still have no clear goals for 2013. Or I should say, not formally presented them yet.

I know I should start doing my mission now. And the first step is to take MBA at a very good school. I chose London Business School. I think it has a good vision and mission for its students.

But honestly, I have some worries though I have confidence. I know I can do the review well and take up the GMAT with a good score. I know that I can prepare the requirements. However, I'm a little scared. What if I was not admitted? Or if I am, how can I afford the tuition fees if my mom will only help me for the first semester? Even I start saving up now, it couldn't cover half of one semester. Yeah, there are scholarships. But I am a little worried on how I can be considered. The timings and requirements for scholarship application are still unclear to me.

I have confidence but there are still 'what ifs'. *sigh* I know that God and Christ are always there to help me. I know that if I trust them 101%, there shouldn't be any worries. But then, can't help it. I guess it's normal to feel anxious even a little bit - especially when we're talking about serious future here.

Till then, let Your will Thy be done. I will now just do my best for every little thing you're giving to me - except for the SCJP. -_- I really don't like it now. 😒 😝

Oh God and Christ..Please give me a brave heart, a passionate heart, and a calm mind. Amen!