This was my stat this morning until afternoon:
Good thing I talked to Rose and Lei thru text messaging. I poured my emotions-jealousy-to them esp. to Rose. -_- XD
Yeah! Ja really has new one. At patay na patay siya sa crush nya.
Kaya kanina, di ko alam gagawin ko. Di ko narin alam kung ano dapat ko maramdaman. Mixed emotions kung baga. +_+ Pero naasar lang ako na nasaktan. 
Good thing that Rhea went to Ja's multiply to checked the entry and sent to me in e-mail the entry's content. I asked favor to Rhea of course.
I don't know. I'm so thankful with Rose. She listened to me though my long messages are pissing off. XD
Lei told me too about letting other possibilities that may come my way. And she said too that it's normal to get jealous. About my plan after grad? She said that it's ok to wait, as long as kaya ko pa.
Yeah! After grad, around 2nd or 3rd week of April, I'll hand Ja a letter. I've already asked Rose about this. Then I'll ask them, Rose and Lei maybe, to get the reply around 1st week of May. Whatever the reply is determines either the end of us and the start of new or another start with us together of a new life.
If Ja's answer will be a 'yes', I'll disagree with my mom's idea. I'll just go to Sg to work. But if Ja's answer will be a 'no', I'll just say yes to my mom with no questions. I'll go to Sg not just to work but to live there. *Sigh*
I really don't know what's ahead of me. All I know is I gotta enjoy this life while doing my best to every task He is giving me.
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea. Swimming thru sick lullabies. Choking on your alibis. But it's just the price I pay. Destiny is calling me. Open up my eager eyes. 'Cause I'm Mr. Brightside.
Good thing I talked to Rose and Lei thru text messaging. I poured my emotions-jealousy-to them esp. to Rose. -_- XD
Yeah! Ja really has new one. At patay na patay siya sa crush nya.
Kaya kanina, di ko alam gagawin ko. Di ko narin alam kung ano dapat ko maramdaman. Mixed emotions kung baga. +_+ Pero naasar lang ako na nasaktan. Good thing that Rhea went to Ja's multiply to checked the entry and sent to me in e-mail the entry's content. I asked favor to Rhea of course.
I don't know. I'm so thankful with Rose. She listened to me though my long messages are pissing off. XD
Lei told me too about letting other possibilities that may come my way. And she said too that it's normal to get jealous. About my plan after grad? She said that it's ok to wait, as long as kaya ko pa.
Yeah! After grad, around 2nd or 3rd week of April, I'll hand Ja a letter. I've already asked Rose about this. Then I'll ask them, Rose and Lei maybe, to get the reply around 1st week of May. Whatever the reply is determines either the end of us and the start of new or another start with us together of a new life.
If Ja's answer will be a 'yes', I'll disagree with my mom's idea. I'll just go to Sg to work. But if Ja's answer will be a 'no', I'll just say yes to my mom with no questions. I'll go to Sg not just to work but to live there. *Sigh*
I really don't know what's ahead of me. All I know is I gotta enjoy this life while doing my best to every task He is giving me.
Grandia Van Helsing
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