Today was our Christmas party. Then it's finished. I enjoyed watching everybody's having fun. I felt a little bit of jealousy and was hurt at one part. Nice! for I received gifts. Sad, for I haven't any gifts to give - I'm so poor!!!
We then went to Rosy's place again. We watched Ichigo 100%. How sad Niño went home early (I think went to PLDT first and didn't go back). Ichigo is so cool! I enjoyed watching it! I like it for it is full of comedy!!
Sick! Just before I went to school, I had an argument with my mom. I didn't even dare taking a breakfast with them. I think everyday is the same: going to school, doing homeworks, playing with my pc, sometimes arguments between me and my mom or lil' sister, eat or sometimes even not, sleep, and over again. Is there better than this lifestyle? I'm getting tired with all of these sorts. I wanted to have a break, somewhere in a very far away land, so peaceful that I can rest up my spirit and soul. A place where there are no homeworks and projects to worry about; where no need to review for upcoming tests; where free from all arguments and fighting; where pure and fresh air I intake; and where natural beautiful sceneries I'm watching.
In short, I want to die! Dying is not painful, I guess! It’s a thing to be excited of.
GOOD FOR YOU! I was so pissed off this day that i almost shouted in front of u guyz. Thank god i didn't. I juz hate wat happened this day.
ReplyDeletejuz contact me when u want to die already.
oh sure! i wanna die now.. =D XD
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