pissy? or uncertainity? - misfortune? or part of life?

I'm pissed! I don't really exactly know the reasons, but I guess they are.

I still have flu and it haunts me since last three days.

I messed up with my computer. I don't know what had happened. I tried to uninstall wma11 but I completely erased the wma10 unconsciously. And now, I'm trying all sorts of things just to take it back. I even talked to my friend to send me her file in wma, but it didn't work! I tried to install some errors fixatior - but nothing has worked! I even tried to install the older version of wma which is the wma9. But even this thing hasn't permitted to be installed. And now, I'm waiting to finish what I'm downloading - the wma, I wished that it will work.

2 hours before...

My mother arrived, complaining about the book I asked her to buy. This book has two prices. I didn't know that my mother will buy the expensive one than the cheaper one. It's like I already bought the book I prefer - The Notebook.

Now...

Sick! I have just finished downloading the wma, but it's not the wma I prefer! I'll kill ya! Die Microsoft! (sorry to say)

Early this evening, I talked to a friend who admires two people - the one I'm talking about last my other entry. This friend was telling me about that two people, especially that person. (Don't bother to think about it!) I don't know! But I am happy for my friend. My friend is so lucky. That time, a thought entered into my mind. It made me feel buried under the ground. (Don't even try to think about it!)

I guess I'm just uncertain to my feelings. I'm just fooling myself to feel my life so dreadful. I am always telling myself that all things happening are not misfortunes, instead part of my life - as trials!

Stop complaining! (I'm talking to myself)

ok, ok, ok, ok....time to go...need to fix something...... or just tomorrow