a hero?....Or a trying hard hero?

Protecting someone who's important to your life is a hard thing to do. Even though you want to protect those people, you're still unaware that you're not a good cause but a root of their pains.

When I was a child, my friends and I were fond of playing different kinds of games - most were invented by us! Most of the games were invented by me and lead by me. Most of it was about protecting and saving lives of people. I had loved to be a hero, not a superhero but a human hero. And I guess, until now. I didn't ever have a superhero (have super powers) to look up to. I guess you already know it, that I am overprotective when I was a child. And part of it is still left in me.

I really love to protect those people who're already part of my life and going to be part of it. But I am so weak and coward to do all these protecting-thing. Sometimes when I see them hurt, I pity myself for not doing anything.

Yesterday, I failed to protect my love ones. Then today, I've just failed again to protect one person. I love to protect but I'm the root of hurts. Sometimes, I'm thinking of just staying away to all the people for I'm afraid that I might hurt them instead of protecting them.

But still, earth needed to go on on its axis.... ;D