Room for the right person

Universe, nilet go ko na sya para magkaroom sa buhay ko para sa tamang tao. 🥹
Masakit pero kelangan ilet go. Para dumating ang tamang tao. Hindi na ko mageeffort sa kanya. Titigilan ko na lahat ng pag eeffort ko. Sa Feb, pag wala nagbago, makikipag break na ko. Pagod narin kasi ko. 🥲

Nawa'y ibigay nyo na sakin yung tama tao. Yung pipiliin ako at magiging priority din ako.

Enough is enough

I think I'd rather be single than to be with someone who never makes an effort to see me.

Stay single
Until you meet someone who values clarity over confusion…
Who chooses honesty even when it's hard…
And sees love as partnership…
Not a power struggle.

I guess it's time to listen to the Universe. The Universe has been telling to stop. Enough of loving emotionally unavailable people.

Universe, have you telling me that it's not A the one for me? Have you telling me that the right person for me is wanting to enter my life but because I am currently committed to someone else, this person is unable to introduce herself to me?

Alright, guess I should now stop.
I will then stop making an effort. While doing this, I am already moving on. Then A will be the one to break up with me. Guess that's fair. I will then let our relationship go to drain. Enough is enough.

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No more chasing

This time, hahayaan ko na magderail relationship ko kay Anj. Pagod narin ako iexplain sarili ko. Pagod narin ako na maramdaman na optional lang. Ayaw ko na mag chase ng tao. Been there, done that. I will not initiate conversation again. Pagod na ko. Sawa na ko.

I deserve someone better. I'll focus on my healing until the day the right person comes along.
God knows my heart and mind. I know He's preparing the right person for me. Till then I'll focus on myself. No more chasing anyone. I'll prioritize my mental and emotional well being over anyone.

People's interests are shown thru their actions. I think I'm done showing my interests to Anj. The way she treats me reflect her interests on me. If she's not interested, why force? I'll start healing and focus on my growth. Someday, God will let me meet my person, my till-do-us-apart partner.