This time, hahayaan ko na magderail relationship ko kay Anj. Pagod narin ako iexplain sarili ko. Pagod narin ako na maramdaman na optional lang. Ayaw ko na mag chase ng tao. Been there, done that. I will not initiate conversation again. Pagod na ko. Sawa na ko.
I deserve someone better. I'll focus on my healing until the day the right person comes along.
God knows my heart and mind. I know He's preparing the right person for me. Till then I'll focus on myself. No more chasing anyone. I'll prioritize my mental and emotional well being over anyone.
People's interests are shown thru their actions. I think I'm done showing my interests to Anj. The way she treats me reflect her interests on me. If she's not interested, why force? I'll start healing and focus on my growth. Someday, God will let me meet my person, my till-do-us-apart partner.