Don't know what's happening to me.
I feel like I lost the will to live or I lost my soul somewhere.
Why it feels like life wanted to hurt me every year?
Trauma from my mom's stroke last Dec 2022. My eldest furbaby died last Dec 2023. My eldest sister (not biological) died last Apr 15, 2024.
It seems like life despises me that much. ð
Why strive to be wealthy if my loved ones will leave me anyway?
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The home that I might be trying to find for so many years might be really the heaven. When we die, become a speck of light, other souls and angels will welcome us "welcome back home". The joy and freedom will surely be amazing. I want to feel the same too. Free from sufferings and predicaments here on Earth. Why do we exist?