I quit

Gusto ko na maubos lahat ng natitirang pagmamahal meron pa natitira para kay Carol.

Ayaw na ng utak ko. I wanna quit. Gusto ko na maging manhid. Mawalan ng sympathy nor empathy.

God, my apologies. Pero di ko na kaya panindigan yung binigay nyo sakin. For now, please give me someone as a friend or hangout buddy lang. I just really want to escape now.

Desires VS Reality

Ilan gabi sunud sunod ko na napapanaginipan ex ko.

Maybe, unconsciously, I want to feel again the feeling the first time we were dating. 😅

Anyway, baka meron pa ko makikilala in the future na magpaparamdam ulit sakin ng pakiramdam ng totoong in love.

Gotta start searching that woman. 😁

Or I was just unconsciously wanting to escape my current reality. 😅