His plans for us are great

God heard my prayer and He acted fast. 😆

I prayed that He and Jesus help me let go all the pains I had in the past. And forgive all the people who hurt me and most of all, forgive myself.

That I wanna forget all the bad memories and even all the memories I had with my ex. And poof! It's koko krunch! Haha! Kiddin! I was archiving all the pics I had with my ex alone and saw that user account is no longer there, probably my ex blocked me. I think it's better for both of us so that we can heal and move on faster.

Months ago, I would like to have a space with Carol as I wanna heal myself completely before I'll pursue her full time and dedicate all my 100% attention on her. But then, God works in miracle. With being in the now, I was able to heal faster.

I'm no longer the past Rove - pathetic, possessive with the partner, etc. I don't mind anymore if someone will break up with me. I don't give a damn to small things like arguments anymore. If my heart will be broken again, I just have to give myself some days to cry it out loud until nothing left. Them move on. I'll put myself first. I can make myself happy anyway. 😏 I just wanna share it with special people in my life.

Carol is very patient to me. Though I have angry management issues sometimes, she's still patient enough to talk to me and serve me.

I am a faithful and loyal person since I was born. And kailangan ko pandigan partner ko. Though it will take 2-3 years, it's okay. We'll wait for our house to complete. And if we're still together, it might be a nice plan to propose to her when we finally move in to our own home.

When I was praying for the right person, my partner came. May we be the right person for each other.

Thank you God and You really have a great plan ahead of us. I just have to lay all my life upon you.

Amen!

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Me and furbabies only

Argh! Di ko pede mamiss ex ko dahil lang sa isang kanta na we both love. Erase erase. I will not do anything despite the thoughts. 🤨

Haaay. Ano ba tong pinulot ko at pinukpok ko sa ulo ko. Knowing from the start na di pa ko completely healed, pumasok na ko agad sa isang relationship. 🙁

Mas masarap parin talaga maging single. Walang ibang piniplease kundi sarili mo lang. Walang mga ka-LQ whatsoever. Walang sakit sa ulo. If love lang naman, umaapaw na love I am receiving from my furbabies. They are more than enough. 🥰

May way out paba.. Sorry God. 😞 I think I failed again. I think I'm really better off alone - no commitments, etc. Romantic relationship is not really my field. ❌ Ilan tao na nasaktan ko and I don't wanna hurt them anymore. Even fling or puppy love, I don't want anymore. I don't want to make someone fall in live with me anymore. Better that they know me as not approachable para no one will even dare to start with me. 😏

Hindi na po ko magdedesire God ng "partner till do us part". I can always settle down with myself alone. Coward kung coward but I quit pleasing others. All my life, I've been pleasing the people around me, inc family and parents. Pero kung partner din need iplease, wag nalang po. 😣

My worth is more than enough. This is what I realized after my ex broke up with me. I realized that I was so pathetic during my past life.

Rove first then my furbabies. 🥰

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