FYI

Never take me for granted. I swear, you'll regret it.

Love out of

I wanna know...

If I am really loved out of love.
Or I am loved out of pity.
Or just out of responsibility.

I wanna know...

I would like to win back your heart. But how?
If you lost interest already, what can I do?

Your happiness is my priority. I am willing to let you go as long as you'll be happier.

Happy birthday!

I miss my baby Raffles.

When I'm stress, she's there.
When I'm sad and need a hug, she's there.

She's there to remove my stress, sadness, insecurities.. Always there to give comfort anytime.

I miss her.

Happy 3rd birthday 🎂 on April 7. 😘

I miss you badly

I was browsing my blog posts...

Saw a post where there are pics of my honey.
Tears fell down from my eyes.

Then saw the post with my baby Raffles' pics, Now, I was crying 😢.  Crying like a little kid who fell down and got hurt.

I miss my Raffles... Maybe I was also crying because of the words I said in the post.

I miss my baby Raffles badly...

If only... If only I can turn back time. I shouldn't have left her that day.

It's all my fault... And forever be..

My baby Raffles.. :'( 😭😭😢😢

Worth to you

You can go without thinking of me.
You can go while ignoring me.

Well, I'm just nobody.
What can I do?

Break, Work (???), Work

8 days to go...
I cant wait leaving this kind of lifestyle. Traveling to work for 2 1/2 hrs to 3 1/2 hrs one-way. -_-" Plus, Im not maximizing my brain nor my time at work. I cant see any future working with the local company Im working with now.

Even though, I know God has the reasons why He brought me to that place. I guess, it is to get in touch with Him again. Removing my workaholic mind to focus on Him. Also maybe He wants to show me how it is look like working in a local company - a very different environment. To know/see other people makes me realize I have not met all kinds of people yet, especially in the professional industry.

Hopefully, I'll be able to realize His reasons or purpose for placing me there even for a short time before I depart the place.

Now Im really late. -_- Got to wake up earlier tomorrow.