Mem'ries in HP

Haha! Doushite? XD

In HP, you are my first crush. And I guess, you'll also be my last crush there. Till then, let's create simple mem'ries together. ;D

Kept in mind

I don't want to get hurt and I don't want to hurt others.

This should be kept in mind before falling with someone. It's okay if it's gonna be just an infatuation or crush. But more than that, na-ah.

Friends are better than anything else. ;D

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Hearthlight

Dear D,

I guess my feelings for you came back.. Maybe because you're the only person Im not close with but fights for me. :)

I really really appreciate all of the things you've done and you're doing for me.

Though you're not my TL anymore, in my heart, you still are.

No one has appreciated me or see my worth like what you do.

I might be mistaking all of your actions; but please let me see it the way i see it now 'cause it's a way to appreciate myself.

Yours truly,
R

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Freakin' tired (literally) +_+

It's really tiring. I thought i'm gonna faint anytime. +_+ both of my legs dont have energy now. And they're both feeling heavy. *_* plus a bruise on my left knee. Accidentally fell hard on the steel on the floor 'cause of one step at one song. (En it's still hurting wen it is touch. T_T)

I have really pushed myself too hard. I just kept on following the uppermen. I danced to all the practice runs we had. I thought i can say "no" to one number. Demo i have no choice. +_+ i have learned dem all - and now it's mandatory. And for da 6 songs earlier, I have given my full out (except for Tear Da Roof, partly forgotten it. XD)

Now, I wanna rest in peace. Den go to mall to buy black shirt and aqua shirt for our costume. @_@ not sure how will i do it. If it's gonna be kpop costume, it's just easy. However, it's not. It's like, you'll be joining a dance competition. Hassle - not used to this. @_@

Nyway, mata ne~!! Nabuta wo produce ga ashta. (Did i say it correctly? XD)

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Enough wid ur bitterness, u fool

Wat can I say... Meron talagang mga bitter. Meron talagang mga kamukha ni Rizal. -_-
Nyway Rove, control yourself. They are evil, yes. But dont let their evil thing come over you and make you evil too. Wakata?

I really really dont have interest to the case-even a little. It's just a waste of time. Ive already been fooled a lot of times. Numbers of people have already plundered my money. But wat did I do? I just prayed for them. They might dont know what they're doin'. Moreover, it's just money. I dont live on money alone. @_@ But these people? I didnt steal anything from them. I wasnt benefited wid wat they have. If they like wastin time or roamin around, hope dey just didnt disturb me. -_- aish! My precious time...~

U look like my ugly ex-full if deception.

Im a little kid of Him

Thank you God. I love you very very much~!!! ~_~ ^_^
I look like a little kid. Hahaha. It's okay. I'm really a kid of God. Hehehe.
Thanks a lot too Jesus!!! Hoping that approve na rin sa 16. ~_~

Need to think for source of finance nlng. Haha.

You are my angel~

Haha.. Kyo~!!! Sept 20, 2009 to Sept 20, 2010. They've already done a lot for each other. Me? Haha. I wasn't even given a chance to try the things I wanted to do. Haha.. If only I was familiar wid WGM during that time... *sigh* haha! Anyway. I love da show. ~_~ tottemo kawaii desu ne~!!!

JoKwon <3 Gain

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Their Love Story <3

After watchin We Got Married of Kwon and Gain, I thought of not entering into a relationship anymore. I feel great just watchin the couple enjoying together. I really wish that they date in real life. I don't mind my own love story. All I want is for them to end up together. ~_~ They are now my No. 1 Best Couple.

God, please let their destinies tie up. I pray that they'll end up as husband and wife in the future. Amen! :)

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Couple's Moon

I was looking at the beautiful moon when a thought came up to my mind...
It would be great if there's someone I can be with while watchin' this pretty scenery. Someone that I love and someone that loves me too.

I'm just waitin'..'cause there isn't really I can do anyway. There are still more years, I guess. Haha.

But hopefully, before I die, I can be able to see this awesome moon with the person I love.

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you're extremely beautiful today...

I am trying my best to forget my feelings for you.. 

But wat on earth?! 

You look magnificently beautiful today. 

Doushiyou... 

Well then... XD

busy schedule, i love it.

Sometimes.. It felt like I wanna give up. 

どうして? I guess, one of the reasons I joined Groove in the first place has become useless.

なにこれ? Denise quit the job of being our TL. 

と? We will no longer have 1-on-1s. 

でも。。Yes, Denise is still part of our team. 

Anyway, let's wrap it up.

Orange is becoming difficult. 

Maybe because of tight schedule? 

I barely have enough sleep  every Friday and Saturday.

There are a lot of things I wanna do. 

I know you know it fully.

There is still shooting practice I gotta attend to - if I'm doing nothing. And it's supposedly Sundays.

Every Saturday is only for Groove.

Bout movies, Anime,  series, etc? Guess when I get home after work.

Busy schedule. A lot of things I need to do.

And I chose them. Why complain? No, I shouldn't.

In fact, I like it. I like making myself  busy. 

がんべれよrove-さん~! 

my 1st TL

Finally, I've found the perfect woman for me. 

You kept on giving me reasons to like you. 

As long as I stay in the company, you're my only one. 

It doesn't matter if you know it or not. Neither find it out or not. I don't care.

I'm just happy lookin' at you and thinkin' of you. 

 

Leikeze Van Helsing
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System

wata life

Heck yeah. People are so crazy. 

Sick en tired of all of these s***.

How I wish killing oneself is not a sin. 

Finish me as soon as possible.

Couldn't take it anymore. 

Darn my life.

"Do not trust anyone." -Running Man

So... Wat's up?

There's no way out now Rove. Life is unfair. I guess it's not. It's the people who are unfair. Yeah...

I found out that.. Going to MBA after 2-3 years will not make any sense. My parents will not support my education anyway.

I thought, when I help them with their business by giving half of my salary will make them send me to school 100% in the future. 

But it's not. I heard from my mom's own mouth. They'll going to pay the 1st semester. But the rest, live your own life Rove! 

But at least Rove, you found it out earlier. Then, remove that mindset that you will leave your work after some years. Starting from now, think that you are just alone - living an independent life. Arasseo? 

Then wat's the plane Rove? 

Plan?

Firstly, cancel the trip to Korea. On November, when nothing has changed, cancel the trip.

Secondly, when my older sister come home, I'll be renting a room in their homie.

I need to start living an independent life. The real one. I'm an adult now.

That's good to hear Rove.  Always remember that you can trust no one, except you yourself. God and Christ are with you anyway. That's enough. 

Thanks buddy. 

U r currently da team lead of my smiles

Im really gonna die! Im really gonna die! 

Denise held my laptop for around 5 secs, I guess. 

Though the ride to our car didn't come true, 

I had a short yet sweet and complete moments with Denise while stayin at the front line. 

PLUS! Enjoyin' the Karaoke wid da team. ~_~ 

Im gonna explode just thinkin' 'bout it. ~_~ 

(Though very very late reaction) XD

Had fun playin' @GameZoo and watchin' Dark Knight Rises wid da team at Resorts World. 

Thanks ADSI Coffee Talk, I had a very fun night wid my team. 

Someday, I'll be...

No matter how hard I try to please them, they don't ever ever appreciate it. 

So bad... Tsktsk. Does it mean that they don't deserve my efforts? 

They don't deserve my concerns? They don't deserve my care?

In the end, they don't deserve my love?

I guess so...

So why waste energy for them, uh?

Enough Rove. You've given enough.

People never ever understand what you are thinking.

People never ever understand your intentions.

People never ever understand your true feelings.

(Maybe because you don't make it obvious to them?)

No, I just don't want to show my weakness to them.

That's why I was trying hard to show that I'm strong enough to just get beaten - though it's not.

Anyhow and anyway, they don't deserve you.

And you don't deserve them.

Just have a life Rove. 

When will I ever find a true person who will stay beside me no matter what?

When will I ever find a true person who can understand me?

When will I ever find a true person who can accept me whoever I am?

When will I ever find a true person who will be with me until the end?

(In your wildest dreams, Rove! ) 

Someday, I'll be... 

work hard, play hard ;D

Denise V. The perfect girl for me.

The only girl I wanna see.

There's no other girl in the world.

That fits to me perfectly.~

But if you are not. And can't be mine.

Then just let me look at you with a smile.

Anyway, I hope that I'll be able to meet someone like you.

And wishing that she would like me too.~

Haha! Just watched Running Man Episode 99. 

It feels good to dance and perform. Yeah. Groove! Haha.

After X years, I was able to play badminton again (though after games). XD

worst thing I found out

Stay away from me..!! You freak!!

()

Just found out recently that the worst thing I ever met in my entire life is also working in the same roof as I am. 

Get lost! Don't let me see you in my NewsFeed anymore... You prick.  XD

I already forgiven you and myself. But don't ever ever ever let me see you even once. Arasseo? Wakaru?

Tss.. Thanks! 

Adios Patria Adorada..Region Del Sol Querida.. XD

I got no time to get jealous anymore.

Because all the persons that I end up liking never had a chance to try to like me too.

Tss. In my wildest dreams.  

Nyway, I should be already get used to it. 

Adios!

thanks, my TL

Watever you say and watever you do, you make me smile. 

Thanks for that. 

It's been such a long time since I last smiled like that.

I am always smiling at night until I fall asleep.

But then, I got to stop thinking that I like you so much.

And especially, should stop thinking that I already fall in love. 

It will only makes me sad again after sometime.

Yeah. 'Cause I know that I'll get broken-hearted in the future if I continue doing this.

But thanks a lot, my Team Leader.

You'll always be a person to look up to. 

yeah. don't know

yo. don't know.

it's not that i don't care if not havin a relationship.

in fact, i would love to have one - a serious one.

but how? people that i used to like and love didn't like me at all. 

ima pity fella.  XD

i made a promise to myself this time (though i don't make promises)

i'll love the girl that i'll have in the future wid all my heart and mind.

i'll respect her just how much i respect myself.

i'll protect and care for her no matter what.

we'll stay together thru thick and thin until the end of our time.

but how will i prove all these things if nobody would dare to try to give a chance?

haha. really a pity person i am. XD

nyway, i don't mind waiting.

it'll just arrived in time.

for now, just enjoy life.

and love will come and get me. 

(i'm still young so who knows? a guy or a gal. who knows.)

random shout out

Have a crush on my Team Leader.

Haha.! That's all!

>_<

wat da life rove

Do you think my mom buys me everything that I want? 

No it's not.

All my wants came from my own blood and sweat. 

My mom never bought me anything that I told her I would love to have.

From my sneakers, PS3, posters, albums, clothes..

I started buying on my own since I'm about to finish College.. until now...

I'm still a kid. Yeah.

I would like to experience all the things that I know can make me happy, smile, and laugh.

I wouldn't know. One day, I might never wake up again. 

That's why every chance is important to me.

I still do slow down at times. I know my limit.

But wat da on earth? 

Argh!!!~

I work for my own. I live on my own.

I pay even my stay here (inc. food, transpo, etc.)

One day, I was thinkin'.. What if I just bore a child and have someone.

Maybe my parents will provide all the things I need - even for my child?

Hahaha! Silly thoughts..

Anyway, I just gotta tell my mom that I won't be able to give her half of my salary for the following months.

I gotta pay my debt to my credit line. (Sick PS3!) Tsktsk.

Bbye!~

God knows my heart. Jesus knows me.

They know all about me. Though I don't understand myself, they do. 

R-O-V-E heart

I miss Dalmatian. ~_~ I really like the songs in their 1st Mini Album.

I wonder where they have gone. 

I love myself. 

Wala na kasi masabi. 

At wala rin masabihan. 

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April 20 or 27?

Whichever be my choice is, it's still be difficult on my part.

Because I'll be the Primary DM for these weeks. 

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I love you Rove. So much.

You're the best.

You're cool.

You're kind-hearted.

You're cute.

You're good looking.

You're funny.

You're respectful.

Most of all, I love you with all my heart and mind, Rove.

- God, Jesus, and Rove

Summer Vacation (w/ Reflection)

Summer vacation in Palawan was a blast!!!~ Yeah!~ 

Thank you God. I was with my parents and siblings. 

First time that the whole family went to a far away place. HAHA.

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Hahaha. I told myself that when I got home from Palawan, I will never ever talk to LoveRain anymore. 

But why? Wae? Waeyo? Stop talking to me LoveRain.. 

Please don't make this difficult for me. 

Anyway, that will be the last time. 

My promises (though I don't make promises. -_-)

- I won't ever initiate a conversation to you anymore.

- If you ask something, I'll just give you a short, simple, and complete answer.

- It will be just one question, one answer.

 I don't know till when I'll do this. But... for now, let's do this Rove.